Research, Controversies & Awareness

Thanks to everyone who joined in with raising ME awareness last week, whether through protests, funding charities or of course blogging. I have loved having my timelines filled with thought-provoking posts, challenging pictures and heartfelt cries that the way things are is not okay. Most people were posting about ME Awareness (which makes sense, given the date) so I’ll cover that too!

My favourite thoughts on research:
“On ME and Silence (ME Awareness Week 2013)” Tanya Marlow
A powerful mix of personal experience, hard facts, and the reality of why the noise about ME needs to change.
http://tanyamarlow.com/on-m-e-and-silence-m-e-awareness-week-2013/

My favourite tale of raising money:
“Blue Sunday – ME Awareness Day” Anna Jones
Running two parties at once to raise money for an ME charity.
http://lifeintheslowlanewithme.blogspot.co.uk/2013/05/blue-sunday-me-awareness-day.html?spref=fb

My favourite summary of events:
“International Awareness Day, May 12th 2013: Worldwide Protests and Events”, Mark (Phoenix Rising)
http://phoenixrising.me/archives/16915?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+aboutmecfs+%28Bringing+the+Heat%3A+An+ME%2FCFS+%28Chronic+Fatigue+Syndrome%29+Blog+From+Phoenix+Rising%29

My favourite person to follow:
Tom Kindlon, who has as far as I can tell been sharing pretty much every awareness raising image/quote/site he can find.
https://twitter.com/TomKindlon

My favourite awareness raising idea:
This has to be the most freaking awesome awareness raising thing I have ever seen, lighting up the Niagra Falls blue:

Niagra Falls lit blue at night

From May 12th – International ME/CFS & FM Awareness Day Facebook page

Research & Controversies

This post is part of the ME Awareness Week Synchroblog. Want to take part? Here’s how:

1. Produce your own post on the topic “Research and Controversies”, as narrow or broad as you like. It could be a blog post, video log, story, poem, picture, or even just a comment on the blog… it’s your take on the topic and what you want to say.
2. Post a link to what you’ve produced in the comments section. You might want to provide a short description, too.
3. Check out some of the other links; leave comments if you can, and share what you like!
4. Tell people about it – this is about raising awareness, after all.

Today’s subject is Research and Controversies in ME (or CFS, CFIDS, ME/CFS… and there’s a controversy right there!) But – why are these two subjects thrown together? We’re not talking about some rare and recently discovered mild illness – we’re talking about a widespread disease, something that by some estimates has more sufferers than breast cancer, HIV/AIDS and lung cancer combined; a disease which has had known outbreaks since the 1930s; a disease which causes one in four sufferers to be so disabled that they can’t take care of themselves.

Yet somewhere along the way, it did become controversial. What started out being widely acknowledged (due to the overwhelming medical evidence) as a neurological disease, which severely afflicted previously healthy-subjects and was often lifelong, got slandered as “all in the mind”, something put on by the bored and overworked to get a holiday or a free ride on benefits.

The overwhelming evidence still points towards it being entirely biological. It still says it’s a disease of the nervous system, and also the immune system, the hormone system and goodness knows what else. But somehow the public and the majority of healthcare workers (at least in the UK) have been spoon-fed the lie that it’s at best a mental disorder, needed to be treated by convincing the pretender that they are healthy, and forcing them to do increasingly large amounts of exercise and activity – the very things almost guaranteed to make the ill person worse. And other diseases have been bundled in too, further complicating valid diagnosis and useful treatment.

In the UK, the vast majority of research that purports to be into ME is a sham, based on false theories already a hundred times disproved before they were even voiced (had anyone cared to check). What little biological research there is is underfunded, ignored, and ultimately undermined by those who insist that this devastating, life-threatening disease is nothing more than imagination.

Samuel has a name for this: Misopathy*. (Mis: wrong, pathy: disease).

Of course, a lot of sufferers know exactly how this happened, and who is behind its continuation. But knowing how it happened is only important in so far as it helps stopping it happening to other diseases***, and turns the tide against suffering, giving ME the recognition it requires. Justice would be nice too, but in this life I’ll settle for freedom.

There is hope, though. There’s real biological research happening all the time, and it’s been increasing in the recent past. Just recently we have had the release of Newton’s muscle studies, confirming what we already knew about the abnormalities in muscle cells of ME patients, as well as one of the most exciting developments – the Rituximab trial, a potential treatment which is looking extremely successful in early studies.

So – what’s your take on it? What’s the biggest controversy, or the one which hits closest to home? What’s the most exciting development or most misunderstood part of the illness? Leave a comment here or on my Twitter!

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* Mis = wrongly/incorrectly, patho = disease
** And yes, it will happen to other diseases. ME wasn’t the first disease to be treated in this despicable way (MS? Parkinsons? AIDS?), and presumably won’t be the last.

Edited for clarity on 12/5/13

Tymes Trust

Head over to http://www.youtube.com/user/Bazmufc8491/feed?filter=2 later today to check out a summary of “Living with ME” as part of the ME Awareness Week synchroblog, or join in the discussion on yesterday’s video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scaATvr_50o

My last charity for the week is Tymes Trust (http://www.tymestrust.org/), providing some of the hardest and most necessary advocacy, for those with ME who are not able to advocate for themselves. It’s estimated that around 10% of ME sufferers are children, and they face some of the most difficult circumstances as a result of the disease. They are often forced to attend school to the detriment of their health, and can be removed from their families if they fail to show improvement.

Tymes Trust work hard for children and young people with ME, advocating for them and giving advice to families, as well as generally raising awareness. A variety of informational resources are available on their website, and they also provide an advice line for sufferers and parents.

A great part of the problems faced when dealing with institutions is that they are unaware of what ME really is, and so Tymes Trust provide reliable professional advice which can avert disaster borne of misunderstanding. They give much needed help in difficult situations such as schools refusing to provide appropriate education for ill students, or doctors insisting on treating the disease as a mental health disorder.

 

Tymes Trust

Living with ME

This post is part of the ME Awareness Week Synchroblog, hosted today by Barry at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scaATvr_50o with the topic “Living with ME”. Youtube doesn’t accept links in the comments, so if you have a post to share please link it here, via twitter or break the address up.

I feel like the best explanation of Living with ME, from my point of view, is the series I ran last year for ME Awareness Week. Ironically, It was never finished because writing it caused me to relapse for a long time. I still intend to go back and complete it… but then, maybe its incomplete status is a more poignant reminder of the realities of living with ME?

Sunday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/06/sunday/

Monday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/07/monday/

Tuesday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/08/tuesday/

Wednesday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/09/wednesday/

Thursday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/10/thursday/

Friday: http://apaththroughthevalley.wordpress.com/2012/05/11/friday/

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Let’s do it for ME

Head over to http://hiddencourage.wordpress.com/ later today to check out a summary of “The Positive Side” as part of the ME Awareness Week synchroblog.

My ME charity for today is Let’s do it for ME! They are a fantastic ME charity with a dual purpose – to help people raise awareness about ME, and to raise funds for biomedical research. It’s a campaign run in cooperation with Invest in ME, an independent charity which campaigns for biomedical research into the disease.

The site has a whole bunch of ideas and events for raising awareness about ME, and raising funds for research, including famous ones like The Big Sleep and Walk for ME. As well as the suggested events, you can use sites such as “Give as you Live” to raise funds for free – meaning almost everyone can join in.

Currently they are trying to raise £100,000 for a centre of excellence for translational biomedical ME research (aka: a proper biomedical research centre) at the University of East Anglia. Right now they are at £92,000!

Let's do it for ME!

Growing Flowers

This post is part of the ME Awareness Week Synchroblog, hosted today at http://hiddencourage.wordpress.com/2013/05/08/counting-our-blessings-me-synchroblog/ with the topic “The Positive Side”. To join in, head over and post a link or comment, or tweet with the hashtag #MEAW13

I really love these song lyrics, they sum up pretty well my thoughts on bad experiences:

“I won’t regret
Cause you can grow flowers
From where dirt used to be”
Merry Happy (Kate Nash)

Chronic illness sucks; ME is its own special form of suckyness – but it’s in the midst of the dirt that the flowers grow.

I feel like the most positive thing that came from illness (and there are surprisingly a lot, too many for a single post) was the product of endless time to reflect. I think it changed me a lot, and I hope those changes were all positive. I learned a lot about how to live and prioritise, things which I still find difficult to apply but which I hope I never forget. Here are just a handful of those lessons:

  • I learned that telling the truth about suffering breaks down barriers, and that sharing stories opens people up in a way which bare facts don’t.
  • I learned about the important things in life: that they aren’t found in meeting deadlines or endless activity. There is value in just living, value which isn’t measured by your grades or your paycheck. Whether you’re an overachiever or utterly dependent on others to survive, life can be worth it.
  • I learned about enjoying myself. There’s plenty of goodness in small things, and it’s worthy of attention. Life is already full of beauty and peace, and appreciating that brings a sense of fulfilment.
  • I learned about taking care of myself – I need to rest, eat healthily, have time to myself to reflect as well as my need for socialising. I need to pray and spend time with God, or I go off track. I need to pursue the character I value, not grow aimlessly.
  • I learned that I should put my time into what I value, not squeeze it out to the corners of my existence. I will never have enough time or energy for everything, so I need to work out what is important to me and focus on that.

Of course I forget them, so maybe the lessons aren’t fully there yet – but I’m on my way. And since I got so much better, I’ve been learning a lot more… mostly about how little I have it together!

I look back though at those dark times, and realise how much light there was in there, all those flowers growing in the midst of the dirt. Like Abigail, I think if I was offered chronic illness I would run for the hills – but I certainly won’t turn a blind eye to the good things that came of it, however small.

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ME and You

Head over to https://dearlittledisease.jux.com today to check out the summary of “Being a good family/friend/carer” as part of the ME Awareness Week synchroblog

My ME charity for today is ME and You (http://www.meyou.no/this-is/), aiming to raise money to support 140 ME sufferers through phase 3 of the Rituximab trial.

Rituximab is the most likely candidate right now for a viable ME treatment. This study would be the next stage in clinical trial following the highly successful phase 2… yet it’s not getting funded. The window for raising money (7 million kr/£820,000) is only 90 days – the period of time the doctor behind this charity has before the Rituximab she was taking loses its effect and she becomes seriously unwell again.

If they don’t reach the goal, the money raised will go directly to other biological research, as detailed on their site here.

ME and You raise 7 million NOK in 90 days to fund a clinical trial on 140 ME/CFS sufferers www.meyou.no/paypal